Goodbye

Simple as that: just go. There is nothing left to say anyway, we already did all we could to make this work, for real. I just simply don't have in me that strenght anymore, after some time I am just tired.

Don't look at me like that, those eyes that once were jewels now are mere glass, and worst, they are opaque. And I liked so much to see myself in your eyes, to be the one that made them alive, the shine in the corner when you had a tear of joy that insisted on not falling.

I miss that smile too, the light he had on it, could bright an entire room. And change my mood in a blink, as the world changed from grey to white, no, not white, it was far more colorful, things got alive in a way I felt their warmth.

And you just destroyed it all, with no consideration, just let it all end and turn all that into nothing. How could you? Betray me and made what we had a memory. I don't want a memory, I don't want to remember, I want to live it now and after.

So here I stand, watching you saying you are sorry, but that won't make it, it is not enough anymore. The beauty we had may seem gone to you, but I know that lives inside me waiting to be out again so I can live it once more.

Just not with you.