Sorry

I am sorry for being absent when you need me but in my defence i have my own problems and I guess sometimes I just need to be alone and face my own issues, my own things, my demons and justdont want you to get caught in the crossfire.

I am sorry if I am too rebelious, I just try to experience all I can but in my defence you hold me too tight and I am like sand: the hard you press me the more I slip trought your fingers, so just let me stay there and i wont run.

I am sorry when I fight a lot, its my nature to be in conflict to question things to live with the passion of fighting, exchanging ideas but in my defence I think in a good number of times you like that too and encourage me..

I am sorry if I want your body too much but in my defence I just love the fact your body is as beautiful as your soul and I get completely mesmerized by the way you moving makes me feel.

I am sorry for not being all you think I can be but in my defence who can be as perfect as you are? I love the way you are.

Thinking better I gave up my defences I am gonna stay with the thank you, thats all I want you to know: Thank you.